by cuckjim » Mon May 17, 2010 11:07 pm
Hi,
My name is Jim and I am a 45 year old happily married cuckold. My wife Lauren is 36 and had cheated in every single relationship before me. I asked her to be faithful and, since she loved me, she agreed. Unfortunately, without variety, her sex drive dried up and I found myself cheating on her. It was one time and I confessed to her afterwards. She forgave me, but we promised to never lie to each other again. We started talking over the next few weeks and it became evident that she needed more than I could give her. She needed variety and also was used to dating very tall, well hung men. I was short and, well not so well endowed. We talked about swinging but she couldn't stand the thought of me with another woman. I actually broached the idea of her cuckolding me and seeing where it led. I thought it would make her happy and after she came home from her date(s) I would get lucky!
Long story short, Lauren cuckolded me for the first time on the night of our fourth weddng anniversary. It was a long night as I sat at home filled with regret and remorse and turned on beyond belief. I can share the details in another post if anyone is interested. Suffice it to say, the smile on her face, the glow on her skin, and the look o satisfaction left no doubt we were headed in the right direction. There were periods of doubt as we tried to work out the boundaries. The hardest part was getting it through my thick skull that this was about her and not me. I had to learn to sit back and not push and she had to learn that sex was now mental for me and that for ahil, I would need her to remind me that while she fucked other men she loved and came home to me.
Here we are, four years later, and have been a cuckold for more than half my marriage. I haven't had sexual relations with my wife in over a year and a half and she controls my orgasms and masturbation. Lauren keeps me shaved fro the neck down and had "cuckold" tattooed right above my tiny penis. I only wear panties now and she has turned me into a bit of a sissy. I even have taken a few hormones and have cute little moobies. All her friends know about us which was humiliating at first but I survived and is just natural now.
We have photos and videos we can share if interested and appropriate to share. Neither of us are shy and life is too short to not be who we are. We are one hundred percent for real. Cuckolding is not just a lifestyle but is in fact our way of life and our relationship. We are both happy and never fight and have no secrets.
Jim